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HOPE IS REAL™
Loud Thoughts
(of a broken one)feeling like hope has left me.
at this point, not even asking for happiness. just asking to be okay.
the loneliness inside me consumes every part of my being.
losing grip of life.
feel like i don’t even know me.
looking for love, where’s it at?
here but not really here.
slowly fading away.
insecurities of all kinds.
what is happiness?
praying to god for some guidance.
looking for inner peace.
destroying my body and watching it decay.
constant battles with my inner critic self.
searching for what i can’t find.
Looking for validation from others to feel good.
drowning in self-hatred.
feeling real empty.
let me go far away, far from this place i used to chase.